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Jun. 26th, 2009

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Feb. 25th, 2009

A lover or a fighter. Charloft prompt

Helen:
I'm a lover. I can't fight. If I only could, maybe I could block out the pain. But I'm not good at fighting. Not good at confrontation. I never have been.

Karl: I am a warrior. I will do what I have to do, even if it's ugly. Even if it would make most people look away in shame. I can love, but if you pinned me down to one or the other, I'd be a fighter.

Phillip: Maybe I'm not too good at either anymore. I'm a coward is what I am. I've lost my honor. I need to fight, and I will fight, if I'm not paralyzed by my own fears. As for love, I have loved not wisely but too well.
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Self-image (charloft character prompt)


What do you see when you look inside yourself?
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Helen:


Phillip:


Karl:

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Feb. 1st, 2009

Character a Day




Character Name: Dany (short for Danielle) Spears
Genre (type of story you'd put it in): coming-of-age, modern era (1970s)
Describe the Character Physically in Your Own Words: age 11, Untidy, sand-colored hair and sea-blue eyes. She looks like the beach on the small Georgia island where she lives.
One Line Description of Character:  Dany
Tell Us About the Character: Dany has a pretty peaceful existence living on the island with her family. She likes the beach best in the off-season, when it's deserted, but she likes to watch the summer people who come to the island every year. She imagines that they only exist during the summer, that they don't go back to their regular lives when the summer is over. She lives next to the lighthouse where her parents are the keepers, and she watches the ocean like a television set, wondering what it will bring the next day. She never plays with the kids who come to the island during the summer, because she doesn't like getting attached to people who are going to leave.
Who has she got a crush on? Shaun Cassidy, and Carl, the boy who worked at the snow cone stand that summer when everything changed.

Jan. 30th, 2009

Character a day: second try




Character Name: David Hawkins
Genre (type of story you'd put it in): fantasy
Describe the Character Physically in Your Own Words: Tall, longish dark hair slipping over one eye because long hair is more appropriate for most of the times he visits. Devious hazel eyes, knowing smirk, shadow of stubble no matter how recently he shaved.
One Line Description of Character: David is a writer and a time traveler
Tell Us About the Character:David is a gleefully amoral time tourist leaving a trail of broken hearts across the centuries.
What is his Significant Other's name? He's seduced many women, but the only person he's come close to loving is a man named Jacob. It's not a sexual thing. Jacob is also a time traveler, but one with a conscience.

Jan. 26th, 2009

Charloft Munday prompt: about sex, bay-bee


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Today's prompt is a survey about gender roles and character sexuality.
Answer as many or as few of the questions as you like.


1. What gender of character do you play more of, male or female? Why?

I probably end up playing more female characters, but after I've played one or two females, I start itching to play a guy.

2. Is this different or the same as your own gender?

Yes and no.

3. Do you find that your gender makes it easier or more challenging to play your characters?

I have had kind of a fluid gender identity, so I think that makes it easier to slip into the skin of either sex. Now, I am not a man, so I don't know if I'm doing it "right." My guys might have been teased in school for being too "sensitive," but then, my girls were probably fairly butch. The only problem I ever had was when I deliberately tried to play an extremely feminine character. I found it more of a challenge to play a "girly girl" than to play a more androgynous character of either sex.

4. What sexuality / gender identity do your characters have?

Straight, gay, bi, transgender, anywhere in between

5. How does your character's sexuality and gender identity define / affect their personality?

I don't think it defines them as much as informs them, particularly in their relationships. There was one character I can think of who was conflicted in her sexual identity, and that affected her. She tended to "act out," but that was really more from her own reaction to her nature than to her sexual nature itself.

6. Do you tend to predominantly play characters of a certain sexuality? If so, why?

Well, there's a continuum, isn't there? And my characters are all over that continuum. If there is a predominance, I suppose it might be bi, or what they call "bi-curious." But I have characters of many different sexualities. It depends on the character.

7. To what extent to you write / play your character's sexual or romantic life?

I don't tend to write or play explicit sex, but as far as their romantic lives go, their relationships, I probably obsess over it too much.

8. How has the character's romantic life affected his character development?

I think it's more often the other way around, but I'm sure there is an effect. I can think of one case where there was a definite effect on their character developments. A good guy kind of went bad, and a bad girl went good in that relationship.

9. Do you set 'ships' or plan for your characters to be together with other characters, or do you allow their relationships to develop organically? Why?
I may have set some 'ships' in mind, but most often their relationships surprise me. It's much more fulfilling for me when that happens.  If I try to develop a love interest, it sometimes falls flat, and they end up going for some completely other character instead, and it's wonderful.


10. Do you change the gender identities / preferred sexualities of canon characters? Why / why not?
Generally, that's not an issue for me. I don't often write or game in established worlds. In the rare case where I have, I may have made some Jedi stray from their codes a bit. ;)
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Dec. 8th, 2008

Perhaps this ought properly to be said on the more public journal

This is becoming less of a writer's journal and more of a confessional...

But I just feel my world is expanding. I'm being directed to apply my studies toward scripture and religion, and I'm thrilled to be in a place that can facilitate that a bit. I have a feeling of peace, a feeling of being exactly where I should be, mixed with the sensation of being dragged behind a fast horse and I have no idea where it's going!
Also, after over a decade and a half of being creatively blocked, of struggling for words, I suddenly find words pouring out of me faster than I can scribble them down. They may still be utter crap (don't take what shows up here to be representative) but it's so exciting to be inspired again. Inspired? I'm possessed, for good or ill. I'm being powerfully used in both my intellectual and creative pursuits. My mind is expanding without the use of psychotropic drugs. I'm more alive than I've felt in almost two decades. I still am finding it hard to abandon myself completely to the muses, for fear of what's going to happen when they drop me or slam me against the wall.
I've been dead for far too long. If I ride this wave out, I have no idea of where I'm going to be next year at this time. And I almost don't care. I've got freakin' sparks flying out of my fingertips.

D, does this sort of answer your question? Pip, does it raise more?

Dec. 7th, 2008

link, just for me.. more grist for the wordmill


http://www.slate.com/id/2206101/?y=1

Dec. 3rd, 2008

Writer's Block: Be Prepared

We live in uncertain times. Earthquakes, hurricanes, the ever-present threat of zombies—do you have a disaster plan ready in case one of these things happens to you?


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Yes, I do. We keep a box equipped with emergency supplies in the basement. I think our house is pretty well defensible. There's a steep hill in back, and the house is the high ground. We also have the advantage of being pretty far out in the country in the case of zombie attack. Might hurt us in the case of earthquake. We can hunt and live off the land for a while if the cities fall.

character a day: my first try




Character Name:
Genre (type of story you'd put it in):
Describe the Character Physically in Your Own Words:
One Line Description of Character:
Tell Us About the Character:
Who is her favourite band?
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My response:
Character name: Penny Bledsoe
Genre: Magic Realism
Describe the character physically in your own words: scrawny kid, tall for her age, freckled, red hair that will not hold a style and is forever coming out of its ponytail elastic, beautiful smile, preternaturally-knowing eyes
One Line Description of character: the girl whose imaginary friends became real
Tell Us About the Character: Penny is an abnormally bright 8-year-old raised by her aging grandmother, who is slowly losing her own grip on reality. Penny retreats more and more into her own dreamworld, and her imagination is so strong that it actually changes the reality around her.
Favorite band: She likes Gwen Stefani, but she also likes the Beatles-- her late parents named her Penny after the song "Penny Lane"
 

Dec. 2nd, 2008

Charloft for Lily 12/02/08


Would you rather:

Lose your soul in one fell swoop as a result of a deal with a supernatural force (devil, demon, dijini, etc.)

OR

Lose your soul bit by bit as a result of your own actions?

This is an interesting question, and one I would probably have preferred to discuss with you a month or two ago, when we were probably the only two left who even considered such things existed.

Now, of course, the question doesn't sound quite so hypothetical anymore. Not now that I've met a demon and a saint.

In both cases the fault for losing my soul would be my own. And lost is lost, no matter how quickly or slowly it's accomplished. Is it better to rip off the bandage quickly to spare the pain?

A month ago I couldn't have imagined anything worth losing my soul  over, regardless of whether or not I truly thought I had one. Whether or not I thought something could take it. Now I know how and why I would give my soul up. I would give it up to save you.

Yes, if I had to lose my soul, that's how I would prefer it happened. Let me make the definitive choice, not let my soul slip away without my realizing it -- like the frog in the boiling pot.

Maybe we all have to lose our souls in one way or another. But I would give mine with my eyes wide open, to spare you your own.
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Why I smoked

OK, so this is actually truth, but it's not something I could blog about on my "real" lj. I smoked because I was suicidal, and smoking was  a way I could delay killing myself. I could tell myself that each puff was shortening my life, that I was killing myself bit by bit. That way I didn't have to take the big step and could put it off a little longer.
How messed up was that?
I know demons.

I'm glad I don't have to smoke anymore.

(But mmmm, I did like it).

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